No one ever warned us that life would be long…No one told us, either, that the hardest thing would not be breaking up, but decay. The disintegration of relationships, people, tastes, bodies, desire. Until you reach a sort of morass where you no longer know what it is you love. Or hate.
Such are the thoughts one might have on a train, reviewing one’s life because you find yourself sitting next to the person you once loved.
Cécile Duffaut. Philippe Leduc. Twenty seven years ago they were in London together. Now they sit next to each other on the 6:41 train, headed to the Gare L’Est in Paris, not knowing if the other remembers who he, or she, is.
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The reader is thrust between what is going through Claire’s mind to Philippe’s; we want to know what the terrible thing that happened in London involved. And, once we do, we want to know if they can find forgiveness for each other. Or, themselves.
What do other people do to forget?
Ah, now there’s a question. I often have thought that I am the only one with a reel of regret replaying itself on repeat in my memory. Apparently, Philippe asks himself the same question as it will not let him go.
It’s not a long book. Nor does it have a cover which is in any way, in my opinion, attractive. What it does have is a tension which may occur to many of us, when, given the time and opportunity we ask ourselves, “What could have changed?”
Today, Claire knows: don’t be impressed by anyone, but treat them as equals; do something about your wardrobe; come to terms with your past.
When we do, we often can turn what wounded us most into an impetus for forgiveness.
( Thanks to New Vessel Press for sending me this book which I read especially for Paris in July 2026, hosted by Emma at Words and Peace. Find links to other reviews for the event here.)
So happy you got to read it!
ReplyDeleteIf you are interested, I wrote a bilingual review of it, many years ago: https://wordsandpeace.com/2015/09/14/book-review-and-giveaway-the-641-to-paris-i-love-france-163/.
By him, I also recommend Exposed (2019) and Café Unfiltered (2023) - both available at New Vessel Press
You're definitely not the only one with a regret reel! My brain just loves to play that reel at 2 in the morning, pressing pause on the most painful episodes and taking me through a forensic analysis of what I should have done differently.
ReplyDeleteAs for the book, I think it's quite a difficult thing to pull off - a narrative based on flitting between two people's thoughts. In the wrong hands, it could be boring or exasperating, but it sounds as if Blondel got it just right.
Sounds like an interesting and deeply emotional story. I found it on my Nextory app so might be able to read it during Paris in July.
ReplyDeleteI loved this book when I first read it in 2016.
ReplyDeleteA reel of regret story sounds fascinating; I think it's something we all do at times!
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